| Rich in the mind |
[19 Aug 2008|10:38am] |
This morning i brushed my teeth and am currently waiting for the mint taste in my mouth to subside before i make myself a cup of green tea. In the mean time I'll continue to listen to Louis Armstrong and draw out plush toy ideas.
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[16 Aug 2008|12:08am] |
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watching the planes land over the bay, i wish they could hang in the air forever.
holding the patterns for days, i hope they will be delayed forever.
standing alone at the gate, she's late.
she's miles above somewhere, hovering.
why won't you write? write me a word to say.
tell me you miss my ways. tell me you miss my face.
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| Americas next top Model |
[15 Aug 2008|02:19pm] |
Last time i was in Maryland, i texted a friend i had made at Bumble, who had just dropped off of the face of the earth, to see where she had gone. It currently makes sense as to what had happened to her for those few months.
So stoked for Ms. King!
I know she was skeptical on doing this last season, because she didnt want to be put in a negative light. But i think this is right up her alley, if people get past the penis thing....
She would spend every day teaching me how to walk with grace, correcting my posture, hiding my cigarettes, and drawing me in clothes she wanted to design for me.
(although its my clit boner is tuned toward the obvious)
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| Studio Excitement |
[15 Aug 2008|03:22am] |
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I guess I'm not the only one who gets overly excited when listening to the new music we've been writing.
When we finished working on the new song called "Blood Bags" We blared it through the speakers at the studio and Dearborn lost his cool. He went mad for a few seconds and picked up his computer chair to throw it across the room in excitement but unfortunately caused a party foul in the process.
Now THAT'S Fucking alcohol abuse!
BAHAHHAHH!
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| New Deadstar CD to Drop in Winter '08 |
[15 Aug 2008|02:59am] |
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dsa - we fade forever |
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Dearborn, Dreggs and I have been meeting up at NoNeck Studios every week for the past couple of months working on this new record. So far everything is coming out amazing and we're all really excited about the progress. There's a lot of new things happening with DSA and I can't say I'm not surprised about the way some things have panned out. Things seem to always happen for the better with this band, and I'm more than happy to be a part of it. I can remember the days when these type of things didn't matter as much to me because I was so focused on all the partying and mayhem. Things in my personal life have turned for the worst lately but I guess it has helped me better appreciate my life with deadstar. Sometimes I wish things were a little different in my personal life but I guess it's a learning point. Everyone keeps telling me, "Everything happens for a reason." I've found that to be true many different times, but the difference this time is that I can't foresee the outcome as I've been able to in the past. I guess I haven't really had an outlet like In the past when I was touring a lot more and had other things to focus on. Lately I've been a home-body, or hermit so-to-speak and It's brought me down in a lot of different ways. I guess I just can't wait to start touring again and put my focus on the good things and be in more positive atmospheres. A lot of it has to do with my self-confidence at the moment as well as my current view of the way people are acting around me and the way things have been occurring. I guess most of all it's about how I feel alone and that's one of the things I've always feared the most. People keep being shady and/or fucking me over and I'm getting really sick of it. Blame it on the economy, blame it on immaturity, blame it one what-ever. Unfortunately I have the ability to view things in this fucked up perspective that only makes things worse. I think about things too much and keep a lot of it inside. Maybe is just part of a Virgo trait, or maybe I've just experienced more than most people experience in a life time. What ever it is, I hate it.
Anyway, The new shit rocks. Dearborn finally got me a copy of all the new songs we've been working on - mixed down - and I wish I could blare it louder to drown out all of my thoughts but Sara is sleeping right next to me. She looks to cute to wake up at this moment.
Here's a few clips from the studio featuring clips from some of the new songs:
Studio Clip 01 (Shadows):
Studio Clip 02 (We Fade Forever):
Studio Clip 03 (Arm and a Leg):
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[12 Aug 2008|08:02am] |
And I miss that place behind my house where I hiked and climbed and played, where I ditched this noisy century or just hid out from the decade. M-I homes thought it could stand to be updated, forced it all into a grid until it looked like the funny pages.
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| candle |
[07 Aug 2008|01:46am] |
You are my love,
your body--a golden temple,
I pray you will always hold a candle
so I can find you in the dark.
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| ah! |
[07 Aug 2008|04:33am] |
i have had nonstop 24 hour nausea, for the past six days. And today it started effecting my girly guts even though we are no where near shark week. (i am aware that i sound like i helped write Juno, right now.)
Im currently looking over 1 boy, 1 real dog, and 1 fake dog until they wake up, and so to keep myself occupied until daylight, i have started researching ovarian problems in hopes of finding a reason for my guts.
holy fuck, though! the website i found while googling "ovarian cyst" made me laugh nervously till i nearly cried. Im really hoping i just ate something bad because i really dont want something in me to look like a hybrid of both jellyfish and man-o-war
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